raya qurban

semalam hari raya aidiladha

permulaan pagi yang hambar

hari raya aku dekat mesir ini pagi dia memang biasa hambar

masuk tengah hari baru ok

kali ini aku tak join team lapah

aku masuk team bahagi daging

biasa team lapah ini duduk bawah limelight

time inilah nak tunjuk hero

lapah unta ke lembu ke kambing ke khoruf ke

maklumlah akhawat duduk keliling

tetapi tahun ini aku malas

nak low profile

itu yang aku join team bahagi daging

me and sheikh yusof

a long due post
thanks to my incompetent in english

why in english ?

because the talk and note about this talk\lecture is in english. thats why

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i was given a chance to sit in a lecture/talk by Sheikh Yusuf; former mufti of Canada about 4 months ago

the topics varied from promises to marriage [ another reason why i purposely delayed writing this post ]

we had to wait for quite a moment before the sheikh appeared

apparently he was not feeling well that night plus the condition of traffic in egypt which is as bad as my german; very bad indeed

as soon as he arrived, he sat at the provided chair and the emcee for the talk/lecture did his thing

then he rose while holding a cane to support his body

honestly i was expecting the sheikh to speak in heavily accented canadian-english

but to my surprise, he spoke with egyptian-english accent

apart from that, this talk/lecture had been a huge eye-opener for me

fasa-fasa hidup

setiap kali aku sakit pada kebiasaannya aku akan mengalami beberapa fasa

fasa pertama ialah fasa sakit yang minimal

dalam fasa ini aku akan bersifat denial

" orang ganas macam aku tak kanlah sakit "

adalah monolog yang akan diulang-ulang dalam fasa ini

minda beroperasi pada kelajuan yang sama cuma terdapat masalah dalam emosi

panas baran, sangat kuat menyindir, cakap lepas merupakan norma biasa semasa dalam fasa ini